{"id":8110,"date":"2019-12-17T11:04:34","date_gmt":"2019-12-17T11:04:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.internationaljournalists.org\/?p=8110"},"modified":"2020-04-22T20:47:43","modified_gmt":"2020-04-22T20:47:43","slug":"sahin-alpay-esini-yazdisurgunde-hapiste","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/internationaljournalists.org\/tr\/sahin-alpay-esini-yazdisurgunde-hapiste\/","title":{"rendered":"\u015eahin Alpay e\u015fini yazd\u0131: &#8220;S\u00fcrg\u00fcnde, hapiste&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kapat\u0131lan Zaman gazetesi yazar\u0131 \u015eahin Alpay\u2019\u0131n Silivri\u2019den taliye olduktan 6 ay sonra kaybetti\u011fi e\u015fi Fatma Alpay\u2019\u0131 yazd\u0131. E\u015finin cenaze t\u00f6reninde, \u201cBirlikte ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hik\u00e2yesini yaz\u0131p \u00f6lmek istiyorum\u201d diyen Alpay, \u015fu anda \u201cFatma\u2019yla Hayat\u0131m\u2019\u0131 yazmakla me\u015fgul\u00fcm.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 ve Silivri d\u00f6nemini anlatan \u015eahin, \u201cBeni her zaman \u201cfazla ciddi\u201d bulmas\u0131na, s\u00fcrg\u00fcnde, hapiste ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim y\u0131llara ra\u011fmen, evlendi\u011fimizde s\u00f6z verdi\u011fi \u00fczere beni terk etmedi. Zira, belki o da beni benim onu sevdi\u011fim kadar sevdi. (Bundan emin olmama hi\u00e7 izin vermedi.) Hi\u00e7bir zaman fikirda\u015f\u0131m olmad\u0131; ne Marksistli\u011fimi, ne de liberalli\u011fimi payla\u015ft\u0131. M\u00e2kul, yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 da bilen bir Atat\u00fcrk hayran\u0131yd\u0131. Ama ku\u015fkusuz hayattaki en yak\u0131n dostum, en b\u00fcy\u00fck deste\u011fim oldu. Beklenmedik bir zamanda, aniden \u00f6ld\u00fc; p\u0131rlanta \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131 ve torunlar\u0131m\u0131 bana miras b\u0131rakt\u0131. Onunla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z a\u015fk\u0131n bir benzerine rastlamad\u0131m. Hissetti\u011finiz gibi, onunla hik\u00e2yem iki sat\u0131ra s\u0131\u011fmayacak kadar zengin. Zaten Fatma\u2019yla Hayat\u0131m\u2019\u0131 yazmakla me\u015fgul\u00fcm.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P24\u2019te \u015eehin Alpay\u2019\u0131n<a href=\"http:\/\/platform24.org\/yazarlar\/4124\/vargas-llosanin-kesfi\">&nbsp;\u2018Vargas Llosa\u2019n\u0131n ke\u015ffi\u2019<\/a>&nbsp;ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 yaz\u0131s\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">G\u00f6nl\u00fcmde bir \u015feyler k\u0131p\u0131rdatan k\u0131z\u0131n kalbini kazanmak i\u00e7in uzun m\u00fccadeleler verdim. Fatma ge\u00e7en y\u0131l vefat\u0131na de\u011fin beni d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en mutlu erke\u011fi yapt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ge\u00e7en yaz\u0131lar\u0131mdan birinde s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc etti\u011fim gibi, Silivri\u2019yle birlikte edebiyatla ikinci bahar\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Sosyal bilim kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 elime alam\u0131yorum. G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz ko\u015fullar\u0131nda en iyisi de bu\u2026 2018 yaz\u0131nda (birlikte ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimiz son yaz) Fatma\u2019yla el ele verdik, Ayval\u0131k\u2019taki kitapl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ay\u0131klad\u0131k. Cezaevlerinde kitaplara duyulan ihtiyac\u0131 iyi \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim. Onun i\u00e7in vazge\u00e7emeyeceklerimiz d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki kitaplar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp Alt\u0131nova\u2019daki Kad\u0131n A\u00e7\u0131k Ceza \u0130nfaz Kurumu, yani hapishanesinin kitapl\u0131\u011f\u0131na teslim ettim. M\u00fcdire han\u0131m pek memnun oldu; \u00e7ay ikram etti. Saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kitaplardan biri, anla\u015f\u0131lan Fatma\u2019n\u0131n bir ara al\u0131p okudu\u011fu, Don Rigoberto\u2019nun Not Defteri adl\u0131 roman ge\u00e7en yaz elime ge\u00e7ti; Mario Vargas Llosa\u2019y\u0131 b\u00f6yle ke\u015ffettim. Ge\u00e7enlerde de onun \u00dcveyanneye \u00d6vg\u00fc adl\u0131 roman\u0131n\u0131 bulup okudum. (Celal \u00dcster\u2019in yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7eviri s\u00fcper.) Hen\u00fcz sadece iki roman\u0131n\u0131 okumu\u015f oldu\u011fum h\u00e2lde Vargas Llosa en be\u011fendi\u011fim yazarlar aras\u0131na girince hakk\u0131nda okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6b\u00fcr ucundaki bir \u00fclkeden, Peru\u2019dan gelen Vargas Llosa, bir ara siyasete at\u0131l\u0131p 1990\u2019da \u00fclkesinin ba\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na aday dahi olmu\u015f. Se\u00e7imi kaybettikten sonra, 1993\u2019te \u0130spanya\u2019ya g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcp oran\u0131n yurtta\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015f. \u015eimdi 83 ya\u015f\u0131nda ve (anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar\u0131yla) Londra\u2019da ya\u015f\u0131yor. Vargas Llosa\u2019n\u0131n fikir d\u00fcnyas\u0131 itibar\u0131yla ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n kabaca ilk yar\u0131s\u0131nda Marxist, ikinci yar\u0131s\u0131nda ise liberal oldu\u011funu okuyunca, tahmin edebilece\u011finiz gibi, onu daha da \u00e7ok sevdim. \u015eimdi niyetim 31 dile \u00e7evrilen 30 dolay\u0131ndaki kitab\u0131n\u0131 (\u00f6zellikle ikinci d\u00f6neminde yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131) ele ge\u00e7irdik\u00e7e okumak. (T\u00fcrk\u00e7eye \u00e7evrilen eserlerinin say\u0131s\u0131 yanl\u0131\u015f saymad\u0131ysam 14.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vargas Llosa\u2019n\u0131n ikinci d\u00f6neminde yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131, birbirinin devam\u0131 niteli\u011findeki iki kitab\u0131nda beni cezbeden, ola\u011fand\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir a\u015fk \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc (bir dostumun deyi\u015fiyle) \u201ck\u0131\u015fk\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 ve acayip\u201d bir dille anlatmas\u0131. Olgun baban\u0131n gen\u00e7 ve g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli ikinci e\u015fiyle; ilk e\u015finden do\u011fma ortaokul \u00f6\u011frencisi o\u011flunun da bu \u00fcvey anneyle ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 a\u015fklar\u2026 Baba o\u011flunu affeder ama kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 affedemez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"http:\/\/www.internationaljournalists.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/\u015fahin-alpay-e\u015fi-2.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-8114 lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Burada niyetim ne Vargas Llosa, ne de okudu\u011fum kitaplar\u0131 \u00fczerine yazmak. Bu romanlar\u0131n bana (\u00f6teki cinsiyetler de\u011fil) kad\u0131nlarla erkekler aras\u0131ndaki (normal) a\u015fk\u0131n b\u00fcr\u00fcnebildi\u011fi bi\u00e7imler ve nelere kadir oldu\u011fu hakk\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fckleri. (Hat\u0131rlatay\u0131m ki, a\u015fk\u0131n yaln\u0131zca platonik olan\u0131 yan\u0131nda yaln\u0131zca cinsel olan\u0131 da var ve ikisi birden, yani tam, olmad\u0131k\u00e7a a\u015fk\u0131n h\u00fckm\u00fc yok.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Benim 75 ya\u015f\u0131na gelinceye kadar \u015fahidi oldu\u011fum dramatik \u00f6rneklerden sadece baz\u0131lar\u0131 \u015funlar: \u00c7ocukluk arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan ikisi birbirlerine s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam \u00e2\u015f\u0131kt\u0131lar, fakat o\u011flan zengin, k\u0131z ise dar gelirli bir aileye mensuptu. O\u011flan babas\u0131n\u0131n itirazlar\u0131na boyun e\u011fdi ve hayat boyu mutlu olamad\u0131; k\u0131z ise iyi bir evlilik yapt\u0131, ama u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ihaneti hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131. Bir arkada\u015f\u0131m amcas\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fine \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldu; ili\u015fki s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fclemez olunca, sevmedi\u011fi biriyle evlendi ve hayat\u0131 karard\u0131. Yine bir arkada\u015f\u0131m i\u015f hayat\u0131na at\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra patronunun kar\u0131s\u0131na \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldu; ayr\u0131lmak zorunda kal\u0131nca hayata k\u00fcst\u00fc. Yine ba\u015fka bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n babas\u0131, \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fu e\u015fi gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta bunal\u0131m ge\u00e7irip intihar edince, \u00f6l\u00fcnceye kadar ona sad\u0131k kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Stockholm\u2019den anekdotlar: Verdi\u011fim T\u00fcrk\u00e7e kurslar\u0131na kat\u0131lan orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir \u0130sve\u00e7li kad\u0131n \u00f6\u011frencim, birden K\u00fcrt mimar e\u015fini ve \u00fc\u00e7 o\u011flunu terketti; kendinden en az 20 ya\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u0130sve\u00e7li\u2019yle bir daha d\u00f6nmemek \u00fczere ABD\u2019ye g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fc. Tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir T\u00fcrk mimar\u0131n \u0130sve\u00e7li e\u015fi, kocas\u0131n\u0131 kendisine meftun ettikten, iki k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu do\u011furduktan sonra bir \u0130sve\u00e7li gen\u00e7 adama ka\u00e7t\u0131. Orada edindi\u011fim Amerikal\u0131 m\u00fchendis arkada\u015f\u0131m, benim \u0130sve\u00e7\u00e7e kurslar\u0131ndaki \u00f6\u011fretmenim olan \u0130sve\u00e7li gen\u00e7 kad\u0131na \u00fcmitsizce \u00e2\u015f\u0131kt\u0131. Hatunu, bana duydu\u011fu ilgiden yararlanarak ele ge\u00e7irmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 beni \u00e7ok \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ama sonunda ba\u015fard\u0131 ve k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre i\u00e7in de olsa evlendiler. Stockholm \u00dcniversitesi\u2019ndeki doktora kurslar\u0131ndan Pakistanl\u0131 dostum, \u00e7ok modern olduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in \u0130sve\u00e7lilerle, \u00e7ok geleneksel olduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in de Pakistanl\u0131larla evlenemeyece\u011finden yak\u0131nd\u0131 durdu ve \u0131srarla onu m\u00fcnasip bir T\u00fcrk k\u0131zla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmam\u0131 istedi. \u0130ste\u011fini yerine getirdim. O tek kelime T\u00fcrk\u00e7e bilmiyordu, tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m gen\u00e7, g\u00fczel ve ak\u0131ll\u0131 k\u0131z ise T\u00fcrk\u00e7e\u2019den ba\u015fka dil konu\u015fmuyordu. Ne var ki, ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fte de\u011filse de, zamanla birbirlerine iyice \u00e2\u015f\u0131k ve tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m en mutlu \u00e7iftlerden biri oldular. Sevaba girdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tan\u0131k oldu\u011fum a\u015fk \u00f6yk\u00fclerinden belki en dramatik olan\u0131 ise Cemile\u2019ninki. Kuzey Ege\u2019de bir deprem \u00e2feti sonras\u0131nda yoksul k\u00f6yl\u00fcler onlu ya\u015flardaki k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 varl\u0131kl\u0131 ailelerin yan\u0131na veriyorlard\u0131. Cemile\u2019yi de annem yan\u0131na ald\u0131. Onu okula g\u00f6ndermediyse de okuma \u2013 yazma \u00f6\u011frenmesini sa\u011flad\u0131, e\u011fitti, tam bir \u015fehirli yapt\u0131. Niyeti onu g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kestirdi\u011fi bir \u015fehirliyle evlendirmekti. Ama Cemile karasevdaya tutuldu. Ne yaz\u0131k ki tutuldu\u011fu delikanl\u0131 onunla sadece g\u00f6n\u00fcl e\u011flendiriyordu. Ge\u00e7 de olsa bunu anlay\u0131nca Cemile, \u201canneme haber sal\u0131n, k\u00f6y\u00fcme geri d\u00f6nmek istiyorum\u201d dedi ve b\u00fct\u00fcn yapma etmelere ald\u0131rmadan k\u00f6y\u00fcne d\u00f6nd\u00fc, bir k\u00f6yl\u00fcs\u00fcyle evlendi, d\u00f6rt \u00e7ocuk do\u011furdu. Y\u0131llar sonra bir g\u00fcn annemi ziyarete geldi\u011finde ben de tesad\u00fcfen oradayd\u0131m. Yeniden her \u015feyiyle bir k\u00f6yl\u00fc olmu\u015ftu. (\u0130nanamad\u0131m\u2026) \u00c7ok pi\u015fman oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z karasevdas\u0131 onu bedbaht etmi\u015fti. Beni \u00e7ok \u00fczd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130tiraf edeyim ki benim a\u015fk hayat\u0131m nicelik olarak olduk\u00e7a fakirdir, ama nitelik olarak ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc zengin. Ben hayatta sadece bir kez tam anlam\u0131yla a\u015fk\u0131 tatt\u0131m, k\u00f6rk\u00fct\u00fck a\u015f\u0131k oldum. Dokuz ya\u015f\u0131nda, ayn\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131fta okurken g\u00f6nl\u00fcmde bir \u015feyler k\u0131p\u0131rdatan k\u0131z\u0131n, yani Fatma\u2019n\u0131n kalbini kazanmak ve onunla evlenmek i\u00e7in uzun, ac\u0131l\u0131 m\u00fccadeleler verdim. Ba\u015farmamdan sonra Fatma, ge\u00e7en y\u0131l vefat\u0131na de\u011fin beni d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en mutlu erke\u011fi yapt\u0131. Allah beni korudu, lisede yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi onu b\u0131rak\u0131p tekrar ABD\u2019ye gitme hatas\u0131na bir kez daha d\u00fc\u015fmedim. \u0130ki y\u0131ldan fazla s\u00fcren ni\u015fanl\u0131l\u0131ktan sonra, 21 ya\u015f\u0131nda, ben M\u00fclkiye ikinci s\u0131n\u0131fta, o \u0130stanbul \u00dcniversitesi Edebiyat Fak\u00fcltesi\u2019nde son s\u0131n\u0131fta iken evlendik. Evlenmesek \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131racakt\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Beni her zaman \u201cfazla ciddi\u201d bulmas\u0131na, s\u00fcrg\u00fcnde, hapiste ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim y\u0131llara ra\u011fmen, evlendi\u011fimizde s\u00f6z verdi\u011fi \u00fczere beni terketmedi. Zira, belki o da beni benim onu sevdi\u011fim kadar sevdi. (Bundan emin olmama hi\u00e7 izin vermedi.) Hi\u00e7bir zaman fikirda\u015f\u0131m olmad\u0131; ne Marksistli\u011fimi, ne de liberalli\u011fimi payla\u015ft\u0131. M\u00e2kul, yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 da bilen bir Atat\u00fcrk hayran\u0131yd\u0131. Ama ku\u015fkusuz hayattaki en yak\u0131n dostum, en b\u00fcy\u00fck deste\u011fim oldu. Beklenmedik bir zamanda, aniden \u00f6ld\u00fc; p\u0131rlanta \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131 ve torunlar\u0131m\u0131 bana miras b\u0131rakt\u0131. Onunla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z a\u015fk\u0131n bir benzerine rastlamad\u0131m. Hissetti\u011finiz gibi, onunla hik\u00e2yem iki sat\u0131ra s\u0131\u011fmayacak kadar zengin. Zaten Fatma\u2019yla Hayat\u0131m\u2019\u0131 yazmakla me\u015fgul\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vargas Llosa\u2019dan kalk\u0131p, d\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015f\u0131p geldi\u011fim nokta \u015fu ki, hayat bir mucize oldu\u011fu gibi, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 ve ger\u00e7ek a\u015fk da bu mucizenin en ya\u015fanas\u0131 taraf\u0131. Herkese benim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi bir a\u015fk nasip olsun diliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kaynak: Tr724<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kapat\u0131lan Zaman gazetesi yazar\u0131 \u015eahin Alpay\u2019\u0131n Silivri\u2019den taliye olduktan 6 ay sonra kaybetti\u011fi e\u015fi Fatma Alpay\u2019\u0131 yazd\u0131. E\u015finin cenaze t\u00f6reninde, \u201cBirlikte ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hik\u00e2yesini yaz\u0131p \u00f6lmek istiyorum\u201d diyen Alpay, \u015fu anda \u201cFatma\u2019yla Hayat\u0131m\u2019\u0131 yazmakla me\u015fgul\u00fcm.\u201d dedi. 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