NUR EREN KILIN\u00c7 \/ Atat\u00fcrk \u00dcniversitesi, \u0130leti\u015fim Fak\u00fcltesi mezunu olan Nur Eren K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7, Yeni Asya Gazetesi, siyasi haber edit\u00f6r\u00fc idi. T\u00fcr\u0002kiye\u2019de sar\u0131 bas\u0131n kart\u0131 sahibi bir gaze\u0002teci iken 1 Mart 2017 g\u00fcn\u00fc tutukland\u0131. 21 \u015eubat 2018\u2019de 7 sene 6 ay hapis cezas\u0131 ve ev hapsi karar\u0131 ile tahliye edildi. Hapishanedeyken, cezaevindeki insanlar\u0131n mektuplar\u0131ndan olu\u015fan \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 Dal Papatya\u201d isimli kitab\u0131 Yeni Asya Yay\u0131nevi taraf\u0131ndan bas\u0131ld\u0131. Kitab\u0131n \u2018Ter\u00f6r \u00f6rg\u00fct\u00fc propagandas\u0131\u201d yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131
su\u00e7lamas\u0131yla tekrar mahkemeye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Gazeteci K\u0131l\u0131n\u00e7, bitmeyen bask\u0131lar sebebiyle Almanya\u2019ya iltica etmek zorunda kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Winston Churchill demokrasiyi \u015f\u00f6yle tarif ediyor: \u201cSabah\u0131n k\u00f6r\u00fcnde, alacakaranl\u0131kta kap\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman, onun s\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc oldu\u011fundan emin olman\u0131n ad\u0131d\u0131r demokrasi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Churchill\u2019in demokrasi tan\u0131m\u0131yla anlatmak istedi\u011fi du\u0002rumu tecr\u00fcbe etti\u011fimde 25 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir gazeteciydim (y\u0131l 2017). \u00c7al\u0131\u015fmakta oldu\u011fum gazeteden mesai bitiminde ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, iki ay sonra olacak d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcn hayaliyle ger\u0002\u00e7ekle\u015ftirdi\u011fim tatl\u0131 bir ak\u015fam gezintisinin ard\u0131ndan saat 19:00 sular\u0131nda yaln\u0131z ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m evime gelmi\u015ftim. Evimde de dik\u0002tat\u00f6r Erdo\u011fan\u2019\u0131n yaz\u0131p y\u00f6netti\u011fi 15 Temmuz Darbe Tiyatrosu \u00fczerinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyordum. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fmak zorundayd\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc mail kutuma d\u00fc\u015fen mesajlar beni hayrete d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcyor, uykular\u0131m\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yordu. 15 Temmuz Darbe Tiyatrosu\u2019nun mesul\u00fc say\u0131larak hapse at\u0131lan 18 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki askerlerin aileleri, bir gecede Erdo\u011fan taraf\u0131ndan ter\u00f6rist ilan edilen doktorlar\u0131n, \u00f6\u011fretmenlerin aileleri biz gazetecilere y\u00fczlerce mail g\u00f6nderiyordu. Ben de bu mailleri ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p, gerekli mahkeme belgeleri\u0002ni temin edip bir kitap haz\u0131rl\u0131yordum. \u00d6n\u00fcmde iki se\u00e7enek var\u0002d\u0131: Bu ya\u015fananlara kay\u0131ts\u0131z kalacak, gelen mailleri okumayacak ve siyasi haber yazmayacakt\u0131m. Ya da mesle\u011fim ve insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n gere\u011fi olarak, ne pahas\u0131na olursa olsun do\u011frular\u0131 yazacakt\u0131m.
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POL\u0130S\u0130N \u0130LK HEDEF\u0130 K\u0130TAPLARIMDI
\u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m gazetede de \u2018OHAL Zulm\u00fc 28 \u015eubat\u2019\u0131 Ge\u00e7ti\u2019 ba\u015f\u0002l\u0131kl\u0131 haberim man\u015fet olmu\u015ftu. Erdo\u011fan\u2019\u0131n sosyal medya trolle\u0002ri \u00f6zellikle bu man\u015fet haberim sonras\u0131nda tehditler savurmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Mail kutumda art\u0131k tehdit mesajlar\u0131 da vard\u0131, zihnimde ise Erdo\u011fan taraf\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fmanla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131larak hapse at\u0131lan
su\u00e7suz insanlar. Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle dalm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum uykumdan gece yar\u0131s\u0131 saat 03:00 sular\u0131nda yumruklanan kap\u0131m\u0131n sesiyle uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Tahta kap\u0131m\u0131 \u015fiddetle yumrukluyor ve hayk\u0131\u0002r\u0131rcas\u0131na ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorlard\u0131. Kap\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7alan Churchill\u2019in bahsetti\u011fi s\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc de\u011fildi! Bu belliydi. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7mamla birlikte 40 metreka\u0002relik evime bir anda Erdo\u011fan\u2019\u0131n 8 erkek polisi h\u00fccum etmi\u015fti.
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\u00dczerimi giyinmeme dahi izin vermeyen bu polislerin ilk i\u015fi ise kitaplar\u0131ma sald\u0131rmak olmu\u015ftu\u2026 Evet! Bu eylemi sald\u0131rganca diyerek tan\u0131ml\u0131yorum ve bu eyleme \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc ifadesini de ek\u0002lemek istiyorum. Odamda bulunan yakla\u015f\u0131k 400 adet kitab\u0131m\u0131, el yazmas\u0131 mektuplar\u0131m\u0131 ac\u0131madan h\u0131rpalayan ve kitaplardan ter\u00f6r su\u00e7u \u00e7\u0131karmak isteyen bu ki\u015fileri g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, akl\u0131ma ilk ge\u0002len Alberto Manguel\u2019in \u015fu s\u00f6zleri olmu\u015ftu: \u201cinsan\u0131n icat etti\u011fi nesneler aras\u0131nda diktato\u0308rlerin en bu\u0308yu\u0308k du\u0308s\u0327man\u0131 kitaplard\u0131r.\u201d
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\u00c7IPLAK ARAMA \u0130\u015eKENCES\u0130
Velhas\u0131l; talan olan evime, yerlere sa\u00e7\u0131lan kitaplar\u0131ma ve yar\u0131m kalan d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131ma son bir defa daha bak\u0131p, 8 erkek polisin aras\u0131nda 40 metrekareye s\u0131\u011fan hayat\u0131ma veda ederek \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131m evimden. Polislerin \u015fiddetli davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131, diktat\u00f6r\u00fcn \u00f6fkesinin ufak bir yans\u0131mas\u0131yd\u0131. Anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki, yeni a\u00e7maya haz\u0131rlanan A\u00e7elya \u00e7i\u00e7eklerime ve yolumu g\u00f6zle\u0002yen \u00e7i\u00e7ek y\u00fcrekli anneme elveda diyemeyecektim.
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Gece ba\u015flayan yolculu\u011fum, g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm karakolda do\u0002lan g\u00f6zalt\u0131 s\u00fcrem sonras\u0131 \u0130stanbul Bak\u0131rk\u00f6y Cezaevi\u2019nde de\u0002vam ediyordu. Cezaevine giri\u015f kayd\u0131m yap\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra al\u0131n\u0002d\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odada ba\u015f\u0131ma geleceklerden habersizdim. 2-3 kad\u0131n gardiyan taraf\u0131ndan kahkahalar ve onlar\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u00fck de\u0002dikodular\u0131 e\u015fli\u011finde \u00e7\u0131plak arama i\u015fkencesine maruz kald\u0131m. Sonras\u0131nda g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm h\u00fccrede anlad\u0131m ki, bu i\u015fkenceye maruz kalan bir tek ben de\u011fildim. Yan h\u00fccrede bulunan ve camdan cama ba\u011f\u0131rarak konu\u015ftu\u011fumuz tutuklu hakim \u00d6.N de bu i\u015fkenceye defalarca maruz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
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H\u00fccre g\u00fcnlerim sona erdikten sonra g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm 30 ki\u015filik ko\u011fu\u015fta bulunan insanlardan duyduklar\u0131m g\u00fcnlerce \u015fakaklar\u0131m\u0131 zonklatm\u0131\u015f, dudaklar\u0131mda u\u00e7uklara sebep olmu\u015f, akl\u0131m ise 1 senedir h\u00fccrede tutulan hakim \u00d6.N de kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
BEBEKLERDEN NE \u0130ST\u0130YORLAR?
Belli ki cezaevinde siyasi tutuklu olmak en zoruydu. G\u00fc\u0002n\u00fcn ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131yla ba\u015flayan mesai saatinin ard\u0131ndan adli su\u00e7lu\u0002lar (h\u0131rs\u0131z, vb\u2026) spor salonuna, k\u00fct\u00fcphaneye, resim kurslar\u0131na gidiyorlard\u0131. Cezaevinin so\u011fuk koridorlar\u0131nda onlar\u0131n \u015fen kah\u0002kahalar\u0131 yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu. Ben ve benimle ayn\u0131 durumda olan
siyasi tutuklulara ise bu t\u00fcr aktiviteler yasakt\u0131.
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Ne yaz\u0131k ki bu kategoriye tutsak bebekler de dahildi! Yan\u0002l\u0131\u015f okumad\u0131n\u0131z evet! Adli su\u00e7lardan tutuklu olan kad\u0131nlar\u0131n, cezaevinde bulunan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 kre\u015fe gitme hakk\u0131na sahipken, bizim ko\u011fu\u015fumuzdaki \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n b\u00f6yle bir hakk\u0131 yoktu. Sa\u0002bahlar\u0131 cezaevini adata ku\u015f c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 gibi ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu kre\u015fe
giden \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n sesleri\u2026 Ben ise ko\u011fu\u015ftaki en yak\u0131n dostum 5 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki S.\u2019nin sorular\u0131ndan ka\u00e7\u0131yordum: \u201cBen neden okula gitmiyorum? O \u00e7ocuklar kim? Ben de o \u00e7ocuklarla oynamak istiyorum? \u201d Maruz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm i\u015fkencelerden ve hak ihlallerinden daha da a\u011f\u0131r geliyordu bu sorulara muhatap olmak.
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TEK BA\u015eINA TUVALETE B\u0130LE G\u0130DEMEYEN \u2018SU\u00c7LU\u2019
\u015eakaklar\u0131m\u0131 zonklatan bir di\u011fer husus ise ko\u011fu\u015fumuzda bulunan ya\u015fl\u0131 ve hasta kad\u0131nlard\u0131. Alzheimer hastas\u0131 olan F.\u2019nin \u2018ben \u015fimdi neredeyim, beni torunlar\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn\u2019 diyerek k\u00f6\u0002\u015felerde sessizce a\u011flay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 unutmam m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil. Aradan ge\u00e7en y\u0131llara ra\u011fmen o ses h\u00e2l\u00e2 kulaklar\u0131mda ve kabuslar\u0131mda. Belindeki, kalbindeki ve ellerindeki \u00e7e\u015fitli hastal\u0131klar sebebiy\u0002le \u015fahsi ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131layamayan, zaman zaman tuvalette d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kalan bu kad\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rmak yine di\u011fer tutsaklara kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Erdo\u011fan; kendi mahkemesi i\u00e7in gerekli savunmalar\u0131 bile ya\u0002zamayan, kendi ba\u015f\u0131na tuvalete dahi gidemeyen, du\u015f alamayan
bu kad\u0131ndan ne istiyordu? Erdo\u011fan\u2019\u0131n darbe tiyatrosundaki yeri neydi bu kad\u0131n\u0131n? Bu kad\u0131n\u0131n tek su\u00e7u Erdo\u011fan\u2019\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u0002manla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir Kur\u2019an kursunda g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak ve fakir \u00f6\u011frencilere yemek pi\u015firmek.
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MAYDANOZDAK\u0130 BAHARIM, HUZURUM
Ge\u00e7meyen g\u00fcnlerin, betonlar\u0131n ve bask\u0131lar\u0131n aras\u0131nda ken\u0002dime ve di\u011fer tutuklulara nefes olacak ufak g\u00fczellikler olu\u015fturmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. Cezaevi kantininden sipari\u015f etti\u011fim bir demet maydanozu plastik \u015fi\u015feden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m vazoma koyuyor ve a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fum ye\u015fillere bak\u0131yordum. Topraks\u0131z, renksiz bu i\u015fkence yuvas\u0131nda maydanozlara bakmak a\u00e7elyalara, menek\u0002\u015felere bakmak gibi keyif veriyordu bana. Ta ki gardiyanlar bunu fark edene kadar\u2026 Plastik \u015fi\u015fe vazomu ve maydanozla\u0002r\u0131m\u0131 kirli elleri ve kirli kalbiyle kavrayan gardiyan bana ba\u011f\u0131\u0002rarak; \u201c Maydanoz yemek i\u00e7in sat\u0131l\u0131r. Bunu saklayamazs\u0131n\u201d de\u0002mi\u015fti. Maydanozun ye\u015filindeki umuttan bile rahats\u0131z olan bu vah\u015fi y\u00fcrekli insanlar elbette ki kaybetmeye mahkumdu.
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ERDO\u011eAN\u2019IN ZEHR\u0130 MEDYA ORDUSU
357 g\u00fcnl\u00fck tutuklu\u011fumun ard\u0131ndan zihnimde ve bede\u0002nimde kalan i\u015fkence izleriyle, bana verilen 7 sene 6 ayl\u0131k ceza sonras\u0131 tahliye edilmi\u015ftim cezaevinden. Cezaevi kap\u0131s\u0131ndan, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011fe olan ilk ad\u0131m\u0131m\u0131 att\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hayk\u0131rarak \u2018ben \u015fuan ka\u0002p\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeyim. Ama bu demir kap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131nda, \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ko\u011fu\u015fta bebekler var, ya\u015fl\u0131 ve hasta kad\u0131nlar var. Onlar da \u00f6zg\u00fcr olunca sevinece\u011fim\u201d demi\u015ftim. Bebekleri ve hasta kad\u0131nlar\u0131 maydanozun ye\u015filinden bile nefret eden bu k\u00f6t\u00fc insanlarla birlikte b\u0131rakmak beni olduk\u00e7a \u00fcz\u00fcyordu. S\u00f6z konusu T\u00fcrkiye, cezaevleri, insan haklar\u0131 ihlalleri ve diktat\u00f6r Erdo\u011fan olunca sayfalara, g\u00fcnlere, aylara s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor anlat\u0131lacaklar.
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D\u0130KTAT\u00d6R\u00dcN PEN\u00c7ES\u0130
15 Temmuz 2016 darbe tiyatrosunun ve 357 g\u00fcnl\u00fck tutuk\u0002lu\u011fumun \u00fczerinden yakla\u015f\u0131k 5 sene ge\u00e7ti. Peki ne oldu bu 5 sene i\u00e7erisinde? RSF verilerine g\u00f6re d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck gazeteci hapishanesi unvan\u0131n\u0131 alan T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de, Erdo\u011fan kendi medya ordusunu kurdu ve kararl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, zehirledi\u011fi insanlardan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131
g\u00fc\u00e7le s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ne diyordu Ray Bradbury Fhrenheit 451\u2019de: \u201cKitaplar\u0131 \u2018bir dakika durun\u2019 diye kapatabilirsin. Fakat televiz\u0002yonun bulundu\u011fu odaya bir tohum ektikten sonra, onun sizi kavrayan pen\u00e7esinden kendisini kurtaran olmu\u015f mu?\u201d
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Diktat\u00f6r\u00fcn pen\u00e7esindeki T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de hapishanelerde ya\u0002\u015fam m\u00fccadelesi veren bebeklere ve hasta tutsaklara \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck temennisiyle\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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